my fren

im in a ttl gd mood now. imagine a gd fren of urs wich didnt talk to u for say 9 mths becos of unsettled misunderstandings. im glad i did e right move eventually.

thou he is jx a guy, i reali cherish those times we had together. those laughters n crappy stuff. those criticism on weird2 ppl that we cld find. e craziest stuff we ever did. n we used to have rough fight together. awww. the tot of tis reali aches my heart when u didnt even bother to talk to me n look at me. it reali reali hurts. these r reali reali memories n ive dread it for tis bloody 9 mths.

im those kind of ppl who dn reali like to hide my feelins. u can see it im always so sad when i see u n i feel so weird ard u. even a few wrds cumin out frm ur mouth askin me sth satisfies me. i reali cant lose u.

reali reali glad that u felt e same way too n apologised to me. i ve regretted wt i ve done in e past. i was reali naive n thinkin of hvin fun. dumb me. stupid me. gullible me. immature me. disgusting me. the last time me.

now i promised him that ttly diff frm wt i am last time. more mature n understandin. no more guys in my life man. so dey better fuack off.

im not referrin to my guy once again. elfe i reali cherish u n u noe tt. im glad tt u talked to me again thou we r not as hapi as before but it tks time.



frens come n go out of ur life. minority can TOTALLY be trusted. [adapted from faizal zulkarnain 9:18]