i really cant stand people who are TOO over confident in themselves, think they are very pearrllfact. and everything to them must be so serious. they believed that they will try to shield jerry if tom was to chase him. come on! you get out of my life. i hate being around with you again!


theres nothing wrong to hate being alone. fuack you.


i dont know what thing is that call. merry-go-round? at west coast park. field trip isnt that bad. and theres a trick when you play merry-go-round. hold the bar away from you like an arm's length, and move closer to one another to your mates, the whole thing will go faster and faster and will result in serious nauseous and giddiness after that. trust me. i was the sole survivor. kns. chao eric.


i find that im too observant in everyone around me. and i got this so call special power to tell what the person is thinking. i dont appear to be one but yea another trick to it. and thats why i cant find any true friends yet. not really have any obsession to find any. and i dont get it sometimes i ended up having more guy friends and the girl friends around me are outmoded.

i wanna find back my true self. my old passion. not to let emotions take over my mind. concentration is the only thing. i wanna dance. i hope people around me be optimistic. and i missed the old times during dance classes. :(


i wanna go gym too. and swimming. to tone up my body. shit. i wanna do so many things in a time. i should stop trying to be good at everything and thinking i am good at everything.





my feelings are going downhill now.