monster

i usually dream that im a swimming champion. i can swim across the sea, dive and get in contact with the fishes. and even dreamt of beating anyone else when swimming and left people with their jaw-dropped. those swimming pools in my fantasy are those fancy ones. like exceptionally jigsaw playground by the side, broken tracks on the pool. woh. you know, dreamfairies often come out with something creative so you will not feel bored while sleeping.

of which today i did it by 6 laps in my life, not in my dream though, tsk. not that many but i ve done it with an anticipating mind. i assume that my dream is a sign that i might become a swimming medalist someday? i will be muscular and look like an incredible angeline [might look like a monster to some of you] =/

yeah. i really wanna be muscular. but everyone around me objects. maybe not muscular until i look like some wrestlers when they walk? perhaps more tone at the triceps, flat stomach and more muscular thighs? sigh! i will look bigger if i carry weights now. what should i do? i hate jogging ONLY. if im muscular i look so bulky when i dance. dreamfairy, let me dream again....

im so weird. why cant i be other normal girls? just love to stay at home and shopping. being extraordinary so not easy.

monday will be gym with weiling. see how it work again. :)

the second one will be me in future. cause she looks more asian to me compared to the rest. LOL.