Jackson lent me this Digitial Photography Book by Scott Kelby. And I also gathered alot of information from this pro. I think he gotta slash me for asking so many questions. The technical terms are the challenging part to figure it how does the name come about. I really really need to have more practises to familiarise. Now I need someone to guide me. :)



I wanna set up a dark room for myself. But I got no idea how to get the equipments. Nor do I bother to find out. Very very lazy...



You took my heart and threw it away. Sometimes, it does not pay to treat people so good. Often, they will step over you and expect more from you. Being patient for me is already over limit. I try to be 'soft-spoken' (I don't call myself that, Wani thinks I am though I seriously think otherwise) to stop myself from bursting. But when I burst, I will be real mean. I just need to let it out cause I can hardly breathe. I have been kind enough, I have walk out on you long ago and not to help you. All I wanna see is you to be successful. Cause I know that nobody will bother to help other than me. If you still continue to do what you wanna do and not heed my umpteen advices, I am not thinking twice but to walk out on you.



Today my mood was not as good. Early in the morning got a shock from a fire incident. Hiryanti did not off the pot and pumped up the oil. I knew the pot was stucked cause of the harden crumbs that irresponsible people have caused. The oil started heating up and the wire caught fire. Sir Mizi went to extinguish that fire (she gay looks so dashing when she put off the fire) with powder extinguisher (it makes a huge difference if its in powder, liquid, foam or carbon dioxide form) I thought everything was very funny cause Hiryanti was very paranoid about this and blamed herself. Everyone does make mistake right? I don't really hold it on her. The clearing of terrible mess makes it an incredible experience for me in four years. Sir Mizi completes the day with held back mind games and er, treating me as his walk along dictionary. :/



Sometimes, I am thinking should I stay and promote or should I just leave and get a higher pay. I stayed because my AreaM called me to. If not, I am not gotta work in a dis-organised team and stay at a place whereby staffs are not properly taken care off. Who else can I lament this to? It is no longer the same. I seriously missed the old management that handle things very well and stood up for staffs that are contributing. What I see now is different, management are concerning only their paperwork and covering their arses. I can't bear to do that even if I am a manager. Often, I really wanna accept that offer but am afraid I can't be a good one. Probably, not really that prepared to face the critics. Champs Challenge has already proven to me that that are still many out there that are much more better than me. How am I to improve when no one is taking any action?



I just can't stand the sight of seeing people not doing anything at work. Tsk.



Very very long post today. Decided to just to stay at home than joining Elfe and Guozhen they all. Very sorry. I know that I had never talk about work in my blog before. I have no other options this time round.

Photo of the day:

Taken by AE-1. That is why I need my own dark room. :)